the misseldines

Ugh. Why does every post come out sounding like a whining marathon. I'm truly not meaning to sound whiny. And you who are reading this are probably saying to yourself "what the heck are you talking about Alyson? You haven't even posted anything in a super long time!"

So I actually do write posts... all the time. I just never press the "post" button. And it's because I think they sound so dang annoying. I don't want to be annoying.

I don't know how else to say this, and I've been meaning to say it, but it's been a secret for so long, that it's actually easier for me not to say anything. Ugh.

I'm pregnant. There. I said it.

I think I don't want to put it out there because 1.) It's very scary to tell the world and then have something happen and have to un-tell the whole world and listen to everyone's I'm sorry's. 2.) Again, as I've already said, this is very scary for me. I'm scared every time I go to the doctor that there will be no heartbeat. 3.) I'M SCARED!

Okay. Enough of that. I'm truly so grateful to be adding to our family. We want this baby so bad. I don't care what we have boy or girl. I just want a healthy baby.

Now the question is how are we going to live in this small space and add one more child to the mix. Good question. I'm not sure. It will all work out?