I can see how over time my blog has become more of a place to work out my feelings. I think about things in the shower each morning and the thought always comes to mind "That would make a good blog post". Half the time I'll type it out, but feel so much better after getting it out, that I just delete it. Some things are better left unsaid.
Trevor and I were talking the other day about how funny others' perceptions are of us.... and how different and completely wrong each one can be. I don't think you can actually peg a person down and say they are one particular way. Each one of us are continually growing and changing. Not to mention that we change as we are going through trials.
The past year my health has gone downhill. BLAH BLAH. You don't want to hear about it. But it is interesting to see how people's perceptions of me seem to be changing as I am around them and not feeling good. I am not a bad person. I'm stressed with a mountain of doctor's bills, a killer shoulder, and a constant supply of headaches (due to the shoulder). And it's no fun feeling like crap all the time.
So there. I said it. And I'm posting this one. And just so you know, I still love you all.